As I did last year, I am happy to celebrate Father’s Day as an ambassador for the Pampers: #thanksbaby campaign.
Pampers wants to remind dads everywhere that fatherhood is a two-way street. This is a great message and it tracks strongly with my own experience.
As our babies turn into toddlers and our toddlers turn into children and our children turn into young adults, they are learning and growing from us, and SIMULTANEOUSLY we are learning and growing from them.
I may have told this story before but it bears repeating.
|Me and my newborn son!|
I am a late to life father- I was 44 when my son was born.
I had a whole bunch of fears when my son was born. I knew that my work as a touring performer and clown was going to have to radically change, that I was going to be the primary caregiver for my child. I wasn’t sure how I was going to feel about that. I had been making my living as an artist for over 20 years and I didn’t know if I was going to be capable (or want to do something else)
I was also really scared that I wouldn’t be up to the task of caring for an infant: of feeding it properly, of changing its dirty diapers (#thanksPampers! You were a total lifesaver on that one!), of stopping him or her from crying or soothing them to sleep.
|A caricature done of us at the Hudson River Museum|
My biggest fear was that at the end of the day I wouldn’t be happy- that the change in my life that I was going to get as a father/dad wouldn’t make me happier than I was as a relatively successful artist.
I spent my life as an artist avoiding responsibilities in order to be happy. I didn’t have any plants so that I could tour at a moment’s notice. I lived in an apartment that I could literally shut up for three months without having to worry about anything going wrong. (Well not too much)
But it turns out that I was up to all of those challenges and more. Not only that, but adding responsibilities to my life made me happier– something that was completely counterintuitive to me.
I can confidently say that I have never been happier as a person since I became a dad. And my happiness continues to grow as he gets older. It’s the gift that keeps on giving!
When my son was a baby I learned from him to sleep whenever there was an opportunity, to relish moments of play, to get down on the floor and look up from his perspective.
|I definitely didn’t throw away my shot. (and neither did he!)|
When my son was a toddler I re-learned how to wonder at the world, to answer the question why multiple times, and to get deliriously happy when there are small gains: First words, first steps, first poop in the toilet.
My son is 8 now, and the diapering days are long past me (although I am sad to say that occasionally I do need to remind him to wipe better.) Hey it happens to everyone. But at least I don’t have to wipe him anymore!)
I am still learning and growing from him. He’s introducing me to his favorite books (Ranger’s Apprentice and the Indian In the Cupboard) and we’re discussing the crazy plotting that is Star Wars, and the intricacies of Hamilton rap/rhymes. (with a stern admonition that some words may only be sung!)
Earlier this year we worked on his first science fair project together, and we have even geeked out over fidget spinners. I’ve been coaching his basketball team and he’s getting better as a player, even as I get better as a coach.
I can’t wait for the next phase!
When a baby is born, a dad is born. This Father’s Day, Pampers is encouraging dads to give thanks to their kids for making them feel special, and to recognize how babies (and children) help the dad to grow along the journey of fatherhood.
Please join them by tweeting or instagramming how your baby changed your life with the hashtag #ThanksBaby.
Here’s a great video from Pampers to remind us dads to thank our kids for making us dads
Happy Fathers Day from me! (and from Pampers!)